Same. I do not feel like you should be an admin at all, you are the only issue with this forum, JW. Not hacking nor security concerns nor database nor whatever weird non-existent issue (never had a virus on forum either) you come up with, it's you. It does not matter how much you spent on the forum if you destroy it yourself with these extremely aggressive and disrespectful posts like these, plus bullying new users for their usernames and stuff like that. Had it been anyone else, you'd have been banned long ago for these kind of things.
These outbursts are just ridiculous and make us look like fools. I cannot honestly tell brandnewb to calm down when you do 100 times worse yourself as an admin. I shall not be disrespected like that, and so much work I've done despite not even being paid in a long time, due to being completely unable to talk to you thanks to your email issues then you disappeared then your incredibly erratic behavior always rambling on about lack of access or hacking for whatever reason. You are disrespecting your whole Team massively, and I do not stand for it.
If you have doubts about me and think I'm an a-hole then don't forget it was also I who was concerned about your wellbeing when you disappeared for weeks and had people call you to check. Your personality was fine years ago, when we started to work together I had no issues whatsoever and I was actually very surprised to learn about your condition when you told me, I could not tell at all. Now, you're just unbareable to have around being aggressive towards everyone, you alienated EVERYONE around you, the whole mod and admin team, it's time you start being accountable for it. Maybe start to actually look at yourself in the mirror and think whether we are all fake friends or we tried to help you for a long while and fell on deaf ears.
I follow Bruce, and I'm quite sure the rest of the Team will do the same. You need to change big time to change our minds now and if not, good luck alone my friend, nobody will ever want to be around you just to be disrespected and yelled at every other day.
Regards from a systems and networking engineer, diploma in web design and web development guy (since you brought that up, and I was never in a competition with anyone, never doubted you being smart but sure as hell not you aren't acting like it)
Flavio